lives far away, so things like this are important to me - low-key, regular communication that makes me feel like we are still part of each other’s lives.Ĩ.30 a.m. Wake up to a message from my high-school friend D. But if you are going to be isolated, New York is not a bad place for it.Ħ a.m. Having lived here two years, I am beginning to worry that this is just what life is going to be like - entirely silent weekends. I am pretty sure I did not exchange actual, out-loud words with anyone today. There’s nothing wrong with starting to drink by yourself at 5, is there? I send a message to R., open-ended enough that he will at least have to reply.ġ0 p.m. Suddenly it becomes very important to get specific groceries from a store in Queens.ĥ p.m. It’s been a useless day I haven’t accomplished much. We went on a date once, when I lived in his city a couple years ago we hooked up once last year when he came to New York and now we have a semi-regular, slow-moving exchange.ġ2 p.m. The “relationship” with this man (he is a gray-haired man in his 50s, which is apparently my emotional jam) exists entirely inside my head. This week, a single man trying to work through his intimacy issues: gay, single, Harlem, 30.ĩ a.m.
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